I have been married for almost 20 years and I am currently having an affair. The person I'm having an affair with is an old high school sweetheart whom I have never been intimate with until now. He has also been married for almost 20 years. I was the one that initially contacted him after all these years because I was searching for something that I wasn't getting from my husband. My husband and I barely communicate, we seldom do anything together, and our sex life is just ok. Sometimes I feel as if I'm just going through the motion. I have repeatedly told him what I want and need and he will only change for a minute and we go back to the same old thing. Well, the problem is my feelings for my lover/friend are growing stronger for him everyday. He gives me what I need and tells me what I need to hear. He always reminds me how beautiful I am and has given me the motivation and self confidence that I have needed from my husband to improve and better myself. Because of my lover/friend, I have become a different and more confident woman. I am so confused about what to do. I want to be with him and desire him all the time. Being together permanently I know is not an option because when we started this affair, we both had a clear understanding that we loved our spouses and was not planning on ever leaving them. He often tells me how special I am to him and that he was not ever going anywhere. I have said the same. We are happy that we have found each other again and smile about the fact that we have reconnected after all these years. However, I know we need to end this but I can't and he doesn't help the matter by saying he will never be the one to end it. I have developed feelings for thim that I can't explain and I am so confused and it is so complicated. Please give me some advise!!!! Signed.....I Know It's Wrong, But It Feels So Right.....

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